MAXIMUS

my son will not eat. i probably wouldn't worry too much about it but the doctor always tells me that he is too skinny and he is pretty little. he finally started taking about 15 oz of formula and nursing twice a day and he did this for about a week but then he got the flu. he threw up for one night and had icky diapers for a couple of days and now he won't eat. since sunday...he has only been taking about 6 oz a day and i have to force him to take that! i don't know what to do for sure. he has only had 2 wet diapers today and those were barely, a tiny little bit wet. i am really freaking out!! i tried for almost and hour to get him to nurse or take a bottle before bed and he just refused. i feel like i am going to lose my mind. i cry myself to sleep almost every night because i can't get him to eat and i fell like i am killing him. i don't know what to do.

who i am can not be measured in inches or pounds......however:
since the first of december i have lost 10 pounds...well one pound shy of that
1 1/2 inches around my waist and 1 inch around my hips
I know...baby steps. :)
I am determined to get it done by june...16 more pounds to go.
9 more days of january and i have worked out almost every day...except for sundays.

if you happen to come to my house and you see the piles of laundry littering the floor and the dirty dishes in the sink and the dust on every surface, please keep in mind that today i have:
washed five loads of laundry
folded three loads of laundry
dressed four people, besides myself
listened to two lectures
finished two assignments
started a lesson
read two chapter (20 pages each)
fixed two meals...so far
"exercised"
negotiated at least five thousand peace treaties
located a couple hundred missing artifacts
and cleaned up 3 major disaster areas.
and my day is only half over!!
i do more than you see and i am sure that you do more than i see! so....smile instead of frown at my dirty house. it is a work in progress.