Thursday, September 15, 2011

Today was one of those days!! You know those days! :( The boys fought and whined all day long. And of course, I had a massive headache and several assignments due for my class and about 40 pages to read and laundry to do and meals to cook and.....etc. YOU get the picture. So, now I am feeling a little cranky and blue. i did NOT get everything done that i needed to get done and i yelled at the boys more than i should have. Why are some days like that? Why do days like this come when i don't have TONS of chocolate or ice cream or both in the house? Why does Mike have a crazy schedule that keeps him away from us or asleep 90% of the day?

THEN I WALK INTO A ROOM,
WHERE MY BABY HAS BEEN SCREAMING,
LIKE ALL DAY,
AND HE LIGHTS UP LIKE A CHRISTMAS TREE,
AND HIS FEET START KICKING,
AND HIS DIMPLES FLASH,
AND EVEN THOUGH I AM EXHAUSTED,
AND MY HEAD IS THROBBING,
I REMEMBER WHY I AM DOING THIS,
I REMEMBER WHY I LOVE MY BABIES,
THE HOUSE CAN WAIT,
THE HOMEWORK CAN TOO,
BUT I SPENT THE LAST HOUR READING,
TO AND LOVING MY BOYS,
AND SOMEHOW I FEEL BETTER.


5 comments:

Holli said...

I'm this story had a happy ending. It made me feel good. I guess we need to have hard times to appreciate the good. Love you!

Holli

Holli said...

I'm *glad* this story had a happy ending.

Tenille said...

Thanks Holli. Yeah, my days are like that a lot. And now I found out that at least Maximus was so cranky because his ears were killing him. Don't know what was wrong with the other three. :) It is good to have reminders of why I do what I do.

Sabrina J. Shy said...

oooh, I know how you feel Tenille. When I feel sad and ugly and stressed, Allison is the best person to make me feel better.

She does a better job then Billy, is that sad?

I'm sorry you had a bad day with whiny kids...there's nothing worse then whining for sure!

And you're right, Max thinks you're beautiful so nothing else matters!

Call me if you ever need a pick-up on another day like this!

Tenille said...

Thanks Sabrina! Max has been super cranky lately and with school and everything else I feel like I am going crazy. However, I will survive it...somehow! I just have to remind myself that it is worth it. :)

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