Baby #4

I am moving on to baby number four! Yes....I think. I have NOT been feeling good at all. The worst is hopefully almost over though....I am almost 12 weeks. We will see. I wasn't as sick with my other three and I seem to be more exhausted this time too. I don't know, we will see. I keep hoping that maybe that means I am going to have a girl but then, at the same time, I try to shut that out of my mind. I don't want to jinx myself and I love my boys. I wouldn't trade a single one of them. I would LOVE to have a girl though. I am SO ready for a girl. I guess I just have to wait and see!! :) I am going to keep it a secret though. I am not going to tell anyone what I am having this time. I want it to be my secret....well, and maybe the hubbies. The two older boys started school today. One in kindergarten and one in preschool. The little guy and I enjoyed going for a walk and just hanging out in a mostly quiet house. I am going to enjoy the two days a week that we are all alone.....at least for a few hours. *sigh* Now I have their homework to worry about as well as mine. Hope I get a little more energy back soon.....I could use it! :)