I just want to know...
Why is my body happy
At a weight that I am not happy at?
Why does it choose to
Torture me endlessly?
Why must I work so tirelessly
And starve so much
Just for my body to spit in my face?
Am I doomed to never eat sugar again
Just to weigh whatever my body wants to
Instead of what I want to?
Meh...I am going to go eat a cake.
I mean...
A PIECE of cake! :)
Why is my body happy
At a weight that I am not happy at?
Why does it choose to
Torture me endlessly?
Why must I work so tirelessly
And starve so much
Just for my body to spit in my face?
Am I doomed to never eat sugar again
Just to weigh whatever my body wants to
Instead of what I want to?
Meh...I am going to go eat a cake.
I mean...
A PIECE of cake! :)
2 comments:
I am SO right with you. I know EXACTLY how you feel. I'm about ready to throw my hands up and give up, but I'm afraid to see what will happen if I do. :)
Heehee! Me too! I guess we just have to keep trying. Maybe all we will every learn from this is perseverance. I heard once that we should just learn to appreciate our bodies and what they have given us (our kids) but it is hard to adjust to!
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